Wednesday, 23 March 2011

Born....

The day you are born, people start deciding what they want for you, whats best for you and what would be good for your future. What happens when you turn 27 and you are all on your own and you still have no clue? You have to be able and ready to take on the world, to make decisions, choices, be responsible? but what if you aren't ready for any of that?

I'm at that age where I should know what and where I want my life to go? I should have made a career choice? I should be married (or at least be in a serious relationship) I should want or not want kids, but I'm not sure what it is that I want or need? I don't have kids, I don't have a plan and I don't know what exactly to do? I do know that everyone that loves me, expects me to know. Can I really be the only person that has these feelings and fears? Is it possible that I am overreacting and just need to take it one day at a time? 

Am I running out of time? Am I going to regret waiting? Is it "ok" not to know? what is my purpose? Why was I born?